funny five minutes...

I'm having a properly bad case of the CBAs.....

• Can I really be bothered with the next 5 months of training?
• Am I pretending to be something I'm not? (a triathlete)
• Is this really what I want to spend much more of my life doing?
• I train hard and the gains aren't that big.....
• I'm losing a lot of the fun from my life

on the flipside..

• This is for charity...its not for me
• I already owe people a lot for the support they have given me

Have I made a massive mistake??